AVOWAL

...a confession of hurt thoughts...

<<< Please read the notes page About AVOWAL  for commentation and explanation about S.A.D.

A runner delivers disorder
-repressed expected fear-
Therapist says 
-expected fear-

Earlier ordered disorder
-date can't be established-
My body hosts
the event.
My mind mourns
another dissolved friendship.

My living hell -
it's S.A.D.
it's sad.
Incoming sound
mutates into
rumbling marching boots
causing
rattle.

My conscience gasps
for penance in an
ultimate act of
self destruction.

A runner delivers sadness
-suppressed expected dolour-
Therapist says 
-expected dolour-

Consciously injuring my mind
my yells are made of distress
and fear for loosing
again and again
on the road to
main destination |Pain|