Dedication:
This 'poem' is dedicated to all those to whom I created incomprehensible, inexplicable situations, beyond my control and probably caused by S.A.D.
Recently confronted again with a relapse I decided to write this testimonial, not as justification but rather as a confession in the hope I could explain why this regress occurs.
S.A. & S.A.D.
As a child, after I was notified in a most horrible way about my father's dead I suffered from a growing separation anxiety. Later this was diagnosed as Separation Anxiety Disorder.
Symptoms are a permanent state of anxiety, and extreme fear of being alone, also not being able to handle parting... what results in e.g. insomnia, worrying, uncontrollable grief and also in different physical problems.
